life

so haven't posted on here in a while, mainly cuz the thought of telling a single person how i actualy feel and think is compleatly foreign to me, let alone putting it up on the internet for potenialy thousands of people to see

things have been alright latly
good freinds, good times etc etc

i have a slight obsesion with american apparel i buy something new every time i go there, infact i only went there last wednesday and i have since already desided what i want to get on my next visit LOL gotta spend money of somefin i guess

seen 1 of my favorite bands play a few weeks ago, almost didnt make it to the show as i was stuck in traffic for almost 3 hours, but some how i made it there with 5minutes to spare. and they were actualy mind blowing, its actualy fucked up how good they were, heavyest most angry band everrr, i have never moshed so hard in my entire life, i hurt my ankle tho prety much trying to stamp foot through the floor. it was so fucking good tho.

on a bit of a bad note i have by no choice of my own been loseing a bit of weight latly. the belt that fit me so perfectly when i boguht it now kinda lose. most people would think this is a good thing but if u no me u'll no that i have exactly got alot of weight there to start with, so it not very good at all

i cant realy think of anything else to post right now, so ill just list a few things that i think are rather good and have been mentioned many times before and wouldnt be a scott gray blog with out

hatebreed
mosh
jeans
maddyc is realy cute
straight ed.....oh wait...
stormy is also prety cracking
pop punk
new cloths
sing alongs

yea thats about it, ill post again in another 6 months lol

this thing

is completly useless
i barely post anything
not that anyone ever read it or cared
hmmmmm

thinking

thinking always fucking thinking
i wish i could just turn my thoughts off for just a day
so i could get some peace and quiet
so i could just get some time way from this fucking voice in my head
i have a constant headacke from it that i wish would just fuck off

Over shadowed

story of my life

SIQ

Over shadowed

story of my life

SIQ

Alone

sometimes i seriously feel i will be alone forever
like i will actualy die alone
most nights i got to sleep feeling completly empty
i think i have alot of love to give if only sum1 would take the chance
all i want is someone to hold someone to spend time with doing nothing at all
i am fairly convinced that this will never happen
hmmm i dunno

Mosh, pop punk and hangs

So last few days have been pretty great
listened to soooooo much mosh and sooooooo much pop punk
so much so that i have actualy started to like some pop punk
like actualy willingly put on syg in the car today
i blame the following people for this eliott, stormy and maddy
you guys suck haha
dont even know where to start with the last few days
so i guess ill just start at the beggining haha
went to hot damn on thursday
basicly im sick of sitting at home just cuz i have work in the morning haha
so i went out
dunno if ill do it every week but just every now n then i guess
so anywayz was pretty good
dream team hangs never suck
so yea hung out at hd until about midnight then bailed home so i could sleep before work
for some strange reason i actual had more energy at work then i do on a normal day was weird as haha
was actual bounceing off the walls haha i dunno
so friday night went n got brennan
for some city hangs
got some subway, couldnt even eat half of my footlong haha im such a bitch
then went to the movies
seen the new harold n coomar it was ok i guess
pretty meh tho haha
but hanging with good freinds always makes things better
so then on saturday
got up nice n early
head over to maddies, get there and they are not even awake yet
im like fuckkkk i coulda slept for liek another hourrrrrr
crosscity tunnel is actualy amazing tho, pretty much gets me right to her house haha
so when they finaly got ready
we went over toneutral bay and lurked bort at work haha
got some food
hung at borts for a bit
then we went to the ZOO
andddd its was amazing
i loveeeeeeeee the zoo
was prety expensive tho, but lucky i love my friends
fuck was so much fun
so much cool stuff
rad as fuck animal
red pandas, mercats, monkeys all ruleeee
reptiles are also greatttt, no matter what stormy trys to say
new water section is cooooool
sore sum digitys lolol
took a ride in the sky rail thing which was pretty cool
alot of photos were taken
fisheyeeeeeeeee
hopefully i dont look to shit haha
so when we looked at everything we went back to borts again
she has a dog that loks like splinter from ninja turtles
hung out on the roof for a bit
kicked my coke over liek a second after i put it down, im an idiot
after i cleaned that up we went back to eliotts
got sum pillows blankets coutch cusions etc etc
and went to the DRIVE INs at blacktown
and it was so fucking rad
we had a plan to just in the back but then we put all the pillows n stuff in there and kinda realised that theres was no room at all haha
so we just put cosinos on top of the boot n roof and just sat up on top haha
but yea it was fuckin cool
we watched eagle eye it was pretty cool
but its doesnt even realy matter what movie is on it was just a rad place to hang out
waty better then normal movies, dont have to be heaps quiet can just hang out with ur freidns n have a good time
ate alot of popcorn
drank alot of coke
bought a kilo of lollies, which are still in my car unfinished haha
started watching tropic thunder
but then we bailed cuz we didnt realy care about it haha
and most of us had seen it already
sept bort she still hasnt seent he end of it haha
so took everyone home
got a bit lost between stormys and borts, fuckin navman ill never trust you again
didnt realy do anything today just court up on a bit of sleep
but yeaaaa amazinf last few days
dream teams rulessss
and bort is cute hahahaha
ummm thats all i can realy think of haha

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