Stress

so the last week i have been feeling realy fucking stressed out
not about any one thing, just a build up of everything
im almost 21 years old and my life completly lacks any form of direction
i want to make something of my life but at the same time no i lack the
initiative to actualy go out and do something about it
but i cant be stuck in this same go nowhere job for the rest of my life.
things have happened to people recently and i just cant help but feel a tiny bit responsible. if i hadnt done some things or done somethings differently then maybe things wouldnt have happened the way they did. but hopefully everything works out for the best
i dunno i think i might go to the doctors or something see if i can get some help for it, can u even get stuff for stess? i dont even no. i actualy have no idea about anything